How many times have I tried to forget your face? No matter where I am, or where I go, I’m reminded of you. It’s been years and I’m still numb. I feel like I gave everything, and now there’s nothing left. I hate how it affects everything, and everyone around me. Landmarks serve as reminders. Built up rage and disgust for what I’ve done. How could I give someone the best of me and only be deceived? I’ve been trying to give you everything I am, but I’ve got nothing left to give. Hollowed out by a catalyst, followed by depression. Please don’t be upset with me for being the way I’ve always been. I’m weak and losing sleep. I just want to forget your face. Throw away the pictures in my brain that hold me back, and give the rest of myself to something that’s worthwhile. I’ll do my best to see the end. I’ll do my best to push you out. And maybe I’ll finally sleep tonight, or maybe I’ll just pray I see in time. I’m wide awake at night, and maybe truth is just too hard to find. I’m sick of keeping open weary eyes. I’m wide awake at night
It’s awesome to see this still popping up on my dash, months later c:
This makes my heart smile :)
You should see how many times this song has been played on my iPod.